Another home birth or hospital? hmm??

I'm thinking, I'm thinking. Maybe I should give my doctor a chance to discuss with me my options of home delivery versus hospital delivery. It would make for an interesting conversation for me, and hopefully not a debate. If I do go into the hospital, I want to take the mentality that I first heard a few days ago on the documentary what babies want, and it goes something like this, "when you go into the hospital to give birth, know that you are now the queen of that hospital and they are there to serve you!" A great mentality huh? I might get carried away in the moment and end up yelling that at a pushy nurse if it comes down to it! I just don't know if I'm up to fighting for what I want out of a hospital birth experience, but maybe I'm going at this wrong. For it is not I but the Lord who fights my battles and I know he is more than capable of guiding me through a gentle childbirth at the hospital and making all the doctors and the nurses privy to that fact. the lord will be my birth advocate should I choose to go that route.I think I'm starting to see that is this is A matter of choice and not spirituality. It won't make me any more spiritual to have my baby at home rather than a hospital, nothing I can do will make me more righteous. Jesus is the only name to brag about, with that being said it is the Lord who will bless my path. Whether I choose to the right or to the left he will be there:). I will be living here in Austin for my delivery so that means I can rest in knowing I won't be in the midst of moving when labor kicks in praise God for that comfort! My husband supports me. That's huge! Now I just gotta make up my mind where I wanna be.